So recently one of my favourite artists for a long time has died (XXXTENTACION) and I have been absolutely heart broken and in despair since.
I only listen to like 3 artists usually everyday and him being one of them his music has been important in my daily life for a while now. When I found out he had died I was shocked because it was all of a sudden and it didnt hit me that hard until later in the day when I tried listening to one of his songs and I just felt so sick and upset in my heart. Recently, I serial listened to his songs and I feel the meaning even more and its really tragic because in a lot of his music he talks about envisioning a better life or making himself better. I think also watching his livestreams and interviews makes me believe that he was a great person and the way he was brought up throughout his childhood made him what he was before. I believe he was bettering his life and it was taken too soon.
What makes me so sad is that we will never see him again and he wont be able to witness him achieving his full potential. Another loss for me is that I wont get to see anymore music coming from him for the rest of my life. Without my favourite artist I feel lost and as if someone close to me has died. Coming from a difficult upbringing of a lot of social responsibility and background struggles, his music was pivotal as it was a form of communication to those suffering like him.
Something positive is that if you are religious the main abrahamic religions state that if you are killed and innocent by someone else, you will be given heaven no matter the sins you committed. The sad part being the only way to see him again would be over 60 years most likely for me.
As X said in one of his songs, I feel pain just to hold on to his memory and people would suggest the only way to get over the depression is to forget about him. But I never want to forget, I believe he is someone special and I must always remember the impact he had on my life. I dont want to forget but in order to heal the pain I must.
Now I ask you fellow MPGH members, how do you deal with a death.
Ever since X died I have felt a deep sadness and I dont think I will ever be fully happy again.
Heon care bout u
I lost a family member and got the fuck over it
the planet keeps turning
don't beat yourself up over a nigga that don't give a shit who u be
That's exactly how I felt after Peep died. And then X...
The only 2 artists I felt that connection with.
Well, nothing helps but keep on searching.
Originally Posted by Watm8
Heon care bout u
I lost a family member and got the fuck over it
the planet keeps turning
don't beat yourself up over a nigga that don't give a shit who u be
I think he did care about his fans mate.
Originally Posted by Felix
Now I ask you fellow MPGH members, how do you deal with a death.
Ever since X died I have felt a deep sadness and I dont think I will ever be fully happy again.
Yup. Despite what people say, you'll always feel that sadness. I have done for many years.
If you haven't heard Juice Wrld's new song Legends I recommend you checking that out. It's a tribute to x and peep.
Yeah I mourn for America. Supreme Court Justice Kennedy is retiring and Trump is able to pick a new Justice that will affect our lives for decades to come. It's quite sad. Good thing Kennedy retired and didn't die. That would be even more sad. Life is sad, just got to live with it. There's nothing you can do.
Originally Posted by Felix
I think he did care about his fans mate.
almost every single vlog and ig live he did was talking about how he wanted his fans to grow and become stronger people, he tried alot to care about his fans rip x
Originally Posted by Felix
So recently one of my favourite artists for a long time has died (XXXTENTACION) and I have been absolutely heart broken and in despair since.
I only listen to like 3 artists usually everyday and him being one of them his music has been important in my daily life for a while now. When I found out he had died I was shocked because it was all of a sudden and it didnt hit me that hard until later in the day when I tried listening to one of his songs and I just felt so sick and upset in my heart. Recently, I serial listened to his songs and I feel the meaning even more and its really tragic because in a lot of his music he talks about envisioning a better life or making himself better. I think also watching his livestreams and interviews makes me believe that he was a great person and the way he was brought up throughout his childhood made him what he was before. I believe he was bettering his life and it was taken too soon.
What makes me so sad is that we will never see him again and he wont be able to witness him achieving his full potential. Another loss for me is that I wont get to see anymore music coming from him for the rest of my life. Without my favourite artist I feel lost and as if someone close to me has died. Coming from a difficult upbringing of a lot of social responsibility and background struggles, his music was pivotal as it was a form of communication to those suffering like him.
Something positive is that if you are religious the main abrahamic religions state that if you are killed and innocent by someone else, you will be given heaven no matter the sins you committed. The sad part being the only way to see him again would be over 60 years most likely for me.
As X said in one of his songs, I feel pain just to hold on to his memory and people would suggest the only way to get over the depression is to forget about him. But I never want to forget, I believe he is someone special and I must always remember the impact he had on my life. I dont want to forget but in order to heal the pain I must.
Now I ask you fellow MPGH members, how do you deal with a death.
Ever since X died I have felt a deep sadness and I dont think I will ever be fully happy again.
I'm too sad .. 10 days like that.
LONG LIVE PRINCE X.
Originally Posted by iHackintosh
I'm too sad .. 10 days like that.
LONG LIVE PRINCE X.
Still mourning. The world will never be the same as it used to for me.
Even the death of my relatives hadnt affected me as much as the death of X.
Originally Posted by Felix
Even the death of my relatives hadn't affected me as much as the death of X.
Originally Posted by Watm8
