Aging

Bro you're max 20 / 21. People live so long now, just imagine all that lifes still got.

Obviously getting old is gonna suck but as long as you age with grace it's all good

Yeah I get super sad about getting old, it makes me feel very unaccomplished. Grew up without any friends or anyone wishing to speak to me. Of course suffered a lot of mental health issues to traumas and other problems. I stuck to the internet but even there I struggled to become a part of a community, or stay and post actively. Managed to finish highschool after many panic attacks and other issues as the teachers felt it appropriate to scream at children who did nothing wrong until they would throw up from stress. Completely now with an avoidance to school, I cannot bring myself to post secondary so I wait 2 years then start struggling with medical issues for a few years which seem to be clearing themselves up now. So now I feel super old, and unaccomplished working a minimum wage job and still being barely able to communicate with other humans that I supposedly share a race with. I am trying to get back into websites that I used to enjoy but am finding many to be dead, I am trying to find alternatives to see nothing similar, I try to find mmorpg's and they are all dead. I do not understand why the next generation has given up on such worthwhile things or why our generation no longer enjoys them, or in retrospect I am assuming they don't have time. I overall end up thinking about this with a bitter taste in my mouth about the things I missed out on and the things that are gone that I still wish to enjoy, and the rare person who did speak with me but is there no longer.