Life sucks for everyone. Try to find someone to go through it with ya. Friend, lover, stranger, even the forums here on MPGH. Humans are social creatures! Find something you love to do aswell! Doesn't have to be anything productive like working out or painting, just try to find something that puts a smile on your face and you enjoy spending time doing it. Life will get more tolerable, but seems like it sucks for everyone.
Hang in there man! Theres lots of great stuff in life, you just gotta go looking for it.