Stressed.
Fuck stress. everyone have it, even babies are stressed about how to walk.
I took a disgusting subject called D&T, stands for Design and technology.
Basically, it's a extremely demanding subject, u have to make a folio of around 80 pages, each almost filled with detailed sketches about the product ur designing.
on top of that, u have to spent time in a workshop to make ur own product out.
I spent the whole of my holidays doing the finishing work on my wood pieces, and it turned out to be bullsheet. asked the teacher how to solve that, he said use a piece of sandpaper to sand all it out.
i mean, WTF, i spent the whole goddam holiday, lacquering the silly pieces of wood, and now ur telling me to redo it all again? wtf is this? i fucking wasted my whole dam holiday?
and now school starts for me, other subjects beckons their homework to be done. who am i to fucking whine to? the god who stopped caring?