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I hate my life.

When I was in 2nd or 3rd grade I got a computer and I had no idea how to use it. I wish my parents would have never bought that shit, because I realize now that It has ruined my life forever.

I am a no life. All day I play games, go on facebook, play games and do all that shit. Its impossible for me to get bored when I'm on a computer. If I get tired of a game, I switch to something else. There is billions of possibilities. When I go to school no one knows. When I am in technology class, It all becomes recognizable. When I'm with a computer I'm brainwashed. Over 6 years of being a no life, I have learned a lot about computers. I know how to type very fast, not sure how many words per minute but I'm pretty fast. And I know more then my teachers.

As soon as I get home from school I spent 1-2 hours watching TV eating then until 9-10 I'm on the computer. When I don't have school I'm on even longer. Time flys so fast I don't realize it.

I also have another confession. I guess you could call me a porn addict. I fap 2-3 times a week but If i was alone I would do it everyday. I have a bad vision of myself sometimes and thats what has driven me to write this on a hacking site. Sometimes I'm happy but every once in while I feel like killing myself.

I hate my sister. She gets everything she wants and I don't get shit. A month ago her power adapter breaks and a new one costs 20 dollars. 1 hour later she gets a brand new fucking laptop when she already had a perfectly fine one. She gets new 150 dollar boots, she gets and I-Pod and wanna know what I get? I get internet every month.

Im so addicted to this shit my parents take away my mouse, my monitor, and my internet so I don't go on. I've been away from internet for a month and its not hard for me, Its just that I'm a lazy fuck. I can't spend 15 minutes making my room but I can spend 15 minutes fapping.

This isn't flaming or rage, this is a crying thread.

I hate my life and I wish I never got a damn computer, so I could be normal.