simply put, you're not getting it.
You put things upon yourself. you can't blame anybody for what happens when it all comes back to you
1) You don't know how to be a GOOD part of the community
2) Pretty much everybody dislikes you because you're immature, and coming out with an ego.
3) Follow the good crowd, not the spammers and flamers that get banned every week.
4) You're ruining your chances whenever you make a thread or post like this.
6) You shouldn't title yourself as I DESERVE THIS, nor do you ask others.
7) You seem to live in USA yet have worse english than that of some of our european members
It's hard to explain, but you're just not getting it because you don't show any signs that you should other than your level of activity...