ayo im back mothafuckassss =)

ayo im back ahahh its been a while lol but heres a quick drop for yall tell me what ya think n where all my homies at?????? =P

ayoo

im taking a walk down memory lane,
lost and phazed my past i cant ever change,
walkin blind into a parrel abbys,
all this anger and rage,
but im caged locked in tha mist,
lookin for the light out of all this darkness,
altho my heats cold im still not heatless,
and when i look back at my actions,
i wish daym i woulda rethought this,
but i cant change tha fact its set in stone,
if only i could controle time and let all my pain go,
its like i sould my soul to tha devil himself,
and as i sit her screamin and yellin for help,
my past demons are alive and breathin,
its like to sides of me divine and decivin,
this aint a dream its reality im seein,
and i cant belive my past caught up to me,
every sin iv ever commited,
has got me on edge with a razor to my wrist,
i dont give a fuck if i slit it,
the only way out is to go out bleedin,
but theirs no way out so im quitley screamin,
and as i sit her dreamin,
my body turn cold so is this finaly it?
the day i repay for the sins iv done and shit,
everyday its like im living my past,
people say the futures bright,
but all i see is demons and hell in sight,
am i to far gone is their any goin back for me,
fuck that shit reality if blasphmey,
i live my life like i dream at night,
with devilsh nightmares,
evil esence in my presence while angles are quit scarce,
while i sit my room hearin voices in my head and at the wall i stare,
sometimes i think the most unimanigable is actualy possible,
for my conciouse speaks with me on a diffrent level,
our perception of reality has been changed,
and as i walk down memory lane,
i feel the same pain i felt then every single day.