You're sad over Youtube views?
Come on. You're a new youtube member (I assume); you don't get 1million views just out of the blue. Viral people like Raywilliamjohnson, Tobuscus, etc they made videos and uploaded them all the time even when they didn't get 1million views. They got like.. 100-300 views a video. You got to have patience or somehow boost your channel.