A Rap I Made

Please if your gonna comment stupid shit due to :
1) I'm cs, (just gtfo off this thread)
2) Cause you can't handle a rap and have to say something funny to make yourself look cool (gtfo off thread as well)

If not, tell me what you think!

When I found out
That your love for me, it was fake
Looked myself in the mirror, it came clear
Can no longer stand you dear
One last time I'll ask
Do you love me, told me yes
You are such a fucking mess
All this love in disguise
All this hatred in my eyes, contemplating suicide
I look down, find a gun on the ground
Put it to my head
Scream God save me, and I drop it
Don't know why I didn't pop it
It don matter I'm alive
Holy shit I nearly died
Tears are falling from my eyes
Then I look up too the sky
Start to open up my eyes
Find myself in my room
Starring at the memories of you
Suddenly it came to mind
Even thou you hurt, stab me in my back
Remember all those times you made me laugh
Understanding maybe this was good
Then I make my final chose
Stand up, walk away, I am over you today
No more hate, no more stress
All I see is happiness
Sometimes good will come from bad
Guess it's over, gained my closure
What a crazy roller-coaster
In my mind I start to think... wow
20 years from now this won't matter
I'll look back on the past
See this memory
And I'll laugh...