So lately

So lately I've been feeling down
The pressure of my parents my future
It's as if I'm just a big ass frown
Damn I guess I really fucked up
Failed 2 classes and I barely learned
I just got so hung up with this girl
Fuck man my whole lifes been turned
I can't stop thinking about her
Can't stop think about how i fucked up
I was to shy to her out, tell her how I feel
Kept thinking she's too good for me, no way she likes me, now I can't even heal
And now I'm stuck here wondering if I still have a chance, if there's still any hope
Will we be in any of the same classes
Damn now I just want to elope
I guess i really fucked up
And i still wonder if I even still have a chance
Will I make the same mistake as I made this year
Can't bear this shit anymore, I just have to tell her how I feel