Infogoodbye fellas.
goodbye fellas.
Hi there. So, some people know me as the try-hard Osiris coder/modifier/publisher.
Inside the intense workflow updating a cheat requires, i was doing moderately ok.
However, i contracted COVID-19 at the beginning of March, and, inevitably, had to self-quarantine.
The situation went downhill from there. I couldn't get rid of the disease. I was hospitalized after i fainted at home, because of asphyxiation. I again, inevitably, this time, was quarantined in a hospital. My communication with everyone, incl. family was gone, not that i could speak or that i was awake... I was intubated.
I got rid of the virus a week ago. I was discharged out of hospital.
My current situation, hate to say, isn't bright at all. Because of intense drugs used for the treatment, my lungs've degraded so much, that they're bleeding inside.
Would you believe? I am typing these with a fucking pipe going into my chest. I'm glad that i can get treated for that at home tho.
Tho i've passed trauma tests, and i'm ok.
On short, i have to fully stop contributing for a long while. Even tho i was not coding and publishing, i was giving tips to people from PM and contacting people outside mpgh, i.e: d1scord while i was at the hospital and while i wasn't intubated. I don't even have energy for that too now. It is a tiring thing to go through.
Thanks to everyone for being with me, downloading my releases, thanking me, helping me out, and accepting me as a contributer.
tho i gotta go. for a long while. i didn't want to be one of those successful but mysterious guys that suddenly vanish.
Sincerely;
mehmet efe
Inside the intense workflow updating a cheat requires, i was doing moderately ok.
However, i contracted COVID-19 at the beginning of March, and, inevitably, had to self-quarantine.
The situation went downhill from there. I couldn't get rid of the disease. I was hospitalized after i fainted at home, because of asphyxiation. I again, inevitably, this time, was quarantined in a hospital. My communication with everyone, incl. family was gone, not that i could speak or that i was awake... I was intubated.
I got rid of the virus a week ago. I was discharged out of hospital.
My current situation, hate to say, isn't bright at all. Because of intense drugs used for the treatment, my lungs've degraded so much, that they're bleeding inside.
Would you believe? I am typing these with a fucking pipe going into my chest. I'm glad that i can get treated for that at home tho.
Tho i've passed trauma tests, and i'm ok.
On short, i have to fully stop contributing for a long while. Even tho i was not coding and publishing, i was giving tips to people from PM and contacting people outside mpgh, i.e: d1scord while i was at the hospital and while i wasn't intubated. I don't even have energy for that too now. It is a tiring thing to go through.
Thanks to everyone for being with me, downloading my releases, thanking me, helping me out, and accepting me as a contributer.
tho i gotta go. for a long while. i didn't want to be one of those successful but mysterious guys that suddenly vanish.
Sincerely;
mehmet efe
Thanks for everything, I wish you fast healing
I hope you can pass this fucking COVID.
You work very hard for us. You remind me of Cave Johnson from portal 2. He bring humanity forward by inventing portal gun using deadly space rocks. You sacrificed your life for us. We like hard worker. You teach us important lesson, always wear mask. Yes now we are smarter. I am not a doctor, but have you tried fasting? I understand from research that fasting can trigger autophagy. it repair lung by removing dead or non functioning cells and use of limited stem cells in bone marrow. this is information wildly suppressed by pharmaceutical industry but it is proven to work. human have been doing it for past 200 million year. this is how we survived. but i am no doctor. it is not easy to think when you are under so much pressure. i pray for you. life is very short and unfortunate but you seem like you in many pains. unable to work or have energy i see but seek out many solution please. is it very easy to get anger at such a response in such a state but i pray for you. many time we feel alone but we always have god by our side. it is written in many books but life is suffering. death is evitable. i am sure you know this you seem very smart but in so much pain it is very easy to forget and become mistrustful of others. your life and contributions were meaningful to us and they have helped us move forward in life in small little ways. your impact on this earth will not be in vain. it will live on for however humanity lives on for and that itself, is meaningful. just like atoms are meaningful to other atoms. i wish the best for you and hope your suffering lessens. Rest in peace
Originally Posted by m3hm3t3f3
Hi there. So, some people know me as the try-hard Osiris coder/modifier/publisher.
Inside the intense workflow updating a cheat requires, i was doing moderately ok.
However, i contracted COVID-19 at the beginning of March, and, inevitably, had to self-quarantine.
The situation went downhill from there. I couldn't get rid of the disease. I was hospitalized after i fainted at home, because of asphyxiation. I again, inevitably, this time, was quarantined in a hospital. My communication with everyone, incl. family was gone, not that i could speak or that i was awake... I was intubated.
I got rid of the virus a week ago. I was discharged out of hospital.
My current situation, hate to say, isn't bright at all. Because of intense drugs used for the treatment, my lungs've degraded so much, that they're bleeding inside.
Would you believe? I am typing these with a fucking pipe going into my chest. I'm glad that i can get treated for that at home tho.
Tho i've passed trauma tests, and i'm ok.
On short, i have to fully stop contributing for a long while. Even tho i was not coding and publishing, i was giving tips to people from PM and contacting people outside mpgh, i.e: d1scord while i was at the hospital and while i wasn't intubated. I don't even have energy for that too now. It is a tiring thing to go through.
Thanks to everyone for being with me, downloading my releases, thanking me, helping me out, and accepting me as a contributer.
tho i gotta go. for a long while. i didn't want to be one of those successful but mysterious guys that suddenly vanish.
Sincerely;
mehmet efe
Inside the intense workflow updating a cheat requires, i was doing moderately ok.
However, i contracted COVID-19 at the beginning of March, and, inevitably, had to self-quarantine.
The situation went downhill from there. I couldn't get rid of the disease. I was hospitalized after i fainted at home, because of asphyxiation. I again, inevitably, this time, was quarantined in a hospital. My communication with everyone, incl. family was gone, not that i could speak or that i was awake... I was intubated.
I got rid of the virus a week ago. I was discharged out of hospital.
My current situation, hate to say, isn't bright at all. Because of intense drugs used for the treatment, my lungs've degraded so much, that they're bleeding inside.
Would you believe? I am typing these with a fucking pipe going into my chest. I'm glad that i can get treated for that at home tho.
Tho i've passed trauma tests, and i'm ok.
On short, i have to fully stop contributing for a long while. Even tho i was not coding and publishing, i was giving tips to people from PM and contacting people outside mpgh, i.e: d1scord while i was at the hospital and while i wasn't intubated. I don't even have energy for that too now. It is a tiring thing to go through.
Thanks to everyone for being with me, downloading my releases, thanking me, helping me out, and accepting me as a contributer.
tho i gotta go. for a long while. i didn't want to be one of those successful but mysterious guys that suddenly vanish.
Sincerely;
mehmet efe
good luck man we will miss you
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sad to hear
very sad message, hope you will be ok
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