I hate life

Fuck this,i really hate life!
When i wake up i look up to my friends on facebook admiring how many friends they got, how much succes they have,how they get a girlfriend
Nowing that my chance of ever getting a girlfriend is slim
Im spending day & night on the computer because im scared of life,i cannot face my friends outside school, im scared to live
Im eating so much because im so depresses,im already depressed for months,
i hate the way people look at me,i hate the way they fake: "You can code,you are the best..." since im a lame coder,i hate the way people see mee,i hate the way people keep bullying me for copy paster when im not,i hate the way things work,i hate everything.
Im not normal,im sick or something.
I hate people laugh at me because i never had english and i can't speak a damn english. I hate it knowing i can't get a gf,i hate it to know i can't behave to girls,i hate the way i am when im around girls,i got no girls as my friends just because im to scared to get hurt,i just hate the world
I am never going to be normal, i got 1 good friend that's it!
Im good to code things, thats all i can
Im crying day & night just because i want to die,i just can't accept the world how it is