Helpcan some one help me to ddos/lay down a shit server?

ok here is the thing: i just was playing on a server until an admin come to check us, but he tped in our trap so he dead and gets mad of us, than he tried to ddos us telling that [even happended] and now banned. so what i please want is some 1 to tell us if there is a WORKING DDOS HACK SO I could lay down the server at my own but every1 i tried didnt work.

the second of some 1 else can try to hack/lay down the server for ever.

i cant pay anny1 so please lay down this server because the admin, even hitted e in real life and threathed me with a knife at my troath and the cops dont believe me. SO PELASE HACK THIS SHIT SERVER!

In these cases i suggest you to just move on, just find another server with known and trustable admins.