Yeaaah, thats the friendzone mate. You should have made your move when the heat was up between you two. Even rejection would had been easier to handle than getting friendzoned. I'd suggest either focusing on an other girl, or you ignore all your 'awkward' and 'normal' senses and you just run for her, no matter what gets in the way.
Ofcourse, if you get rejected, you'll get hurt twice as hard, but you know..
Gahh, love is a hard thing to handle isn't it :/