The future seems as if it should be getting better; but I continue to replace them thoughts with the past. Why do I do that? I want it to stop, just let it drop and go away. Let me get eased from this inside pain, that's getting to my brain. Heart is beating, I just want it back. It just does not feel right as it use to; and I ask for it back.
How can I do such a thing? I need it back. Can I get what I want? Just this one thing? Please I beg for it back. I stand back looking at the future, but want to step back cause the future was much more purer. I need them feelings back, please let them come back, please oh please. That's all I ask.
I'm not alone, got all I need, but how come it feels like I bleed beneath the skin? Have I committed a sin and am now paying for it? Give me an answer, I'll make a prayer; that I just want it back. That's all I need, that's all I want. God can I get it back? Them feelings that made me oh so great, I don't think no one could relate to the way I felt then.
I should feel better, but the past keeps calling my name, Danny. I want to re-birth it with my future, much much better. But it just is not the same. Oh what can I do, bring it back. I need this more than anything. It's just one huge sting, and all I can do is sit back and deal with the pain. I need it to go away, 'Cause I want my feelings back in my heart. God, oh God, let me wake up and it all be back.