I'm really sad right now..

[Snake]

I had this crush on a girl who was in my school.
Heard today that she and her twin sister were being abused at home by her mom, so she moved far away from where I currently am.

I'm the kind of guy who doesn't get physically or emotionally broken, unless it is something that I desire for badly, and she was one of 'em. I only had one girlfriend before, and so I take these kind of things seriously.


I just had to let this out somewhere.

Really broken.

~

[Aborted]

​Go beat somebody up or punch some holes in shit.

[Smaug]

Uhh.. feel better i guess

[-Lame]

Imagine if you actually had her as a girlfriend and you guys broke up.

[kingcool267]

> strangle her mom
> profit ???

[Snake]

Imagine if you actually had her as a girlfriend and you guys broke up.

Yeah, would be pretty damned, but I have this 'limit' of sadness. Wouldn't be much worse..

[Paladin]

It's just one fish in the sea. You can always find another.

[Snake]

It's just one fish in the sea. You can always find another.

Yeah, but they were one of a kind. I'm always looking for girls who look decent, who dress decent, who act grown up, and who are highly educated.
If only I had talked to them more frequently..

[Bernard]

Don't let distance separate you.

[-Lame]

It's just one fish in the sea. You can always find another.

Always yes, but some people just can't be irreplaceable.

[Gray]

Internet stalk them, everyone uses internet.
As you likely know their name you can probably get in that way.

[Snake]

Don't let distance separate you.

I geuss its better for them.
I just found out that their mom had tried to kill them..

[Auxilium]

I heard that repeated sniffing of paint is a good way to forget of your loved ones... and most things at that.

[Bernard]

I geuss its better for them.
I just found out that their mom had tried to kill them..

So...do you think it's worth fighting for?

[Snake]

So...do you think it's worth fighting for?

Eghh..

Honestly, if I were to put in an effort to win her, I'd probably not have enough time to train, since I'm planning to train day in and day out.
I'm going to the marines next year after all..




I'm not going to do anything. I ruined it many times, as when we walked into each other like goofs and other true chances to get it far, but I just didn't. My own mistake, and now I'm paying for it.


An empty spot in me for a while, but that'll be over soon.