Why me?

A few months ago I stopped getting out of bed, even to go to the bathroom. I have all of my food delivered, but just used the bed for my waste. I mean, it's mine, right? Why be ashamed? But now, my skin is starting to shed off from all of the constant moisture and chaffing, I have very infected eyes and my throat is almost totally closed. I am also a nest for several kinds of flies and insects....

Why is life so hard?