damn. that shit cray.
This is an average dream for me actually.
Just tonight I dreamt that I threw my loved one down a set of stairs because that'd cure her from not loving me back, so it did but everything got even weirder as it went, I didn't get her to the hospital I just got her back to the apartment and then it went downhill from there.
Decent story .
It's just a nightmare.
I think that there is a difference when dealing with strange dreams and down right scary ones. It is also scary when nightmares become reality, for example I have some kind of condition or its just in my head that whenever I am very sick my nightmares become very real. I find myself waking up at night and seeing monsters that I have imagined over the length of my life time. Also all of my senses are hyped which is a weird factor but I find myself huddled in a corner of my house hearing every tiny sound from my parents footsteps on the carpet several rooms away to them trying to talk to me and soothe me which does not work because what I hear is them screaming at me of how much they hate me. It is weird because I find myself feared of people wanting to kill me outside of my room and the feeling is so real that I end up thinking that my own parents want to hurt me. After about a full day of this I get back to normal and pretty much forget how it feels after an hour or two of waking up. I also find myself having unexplained nightmares which involve numbers and god. The nightmares are so real that I feel all the pressure from everything happening I cannot fully explain because I haven't had one in a while and as soon as I wake up I forget it right away.
Didn't quite look for a difference in this case, I found similarities.
I sleep a lot, when I say a lot I mean a lot.
I almost always dream, and it has all gone downhill from being near lucid dreaming into having lucid nightmares.
Being chopped up by a machete and burning to death on a nightly basis. (There's been worse stuff and some very intricate deaths in there, sometimes my mind surprises me)
That being said, I didn't really do that type of comparison, all I was saying is that I too suffer from weird shit, except that I'm used to it by now and I have just gone into a state of depression, anger and having weird shit running through my head while I'm awake.
Sometimes I just don't sleep at all from it being too much, staring at the ceiling for several hours until it's time to go back up and sometimes I do that for nearly a week in a row, just last week I did this, I can't count while I'm sleeping, but I think I racked up a total of 6 hours of sleep in a week.
If you keep having it more often, you will be getting jaded and cold.
You will stop caring about its magnitude and if you have it almost every day you will likely end up not knowing difference between being awake and being asleep. It all just looks the same.
TL DR
I just said that I too suffer from it.
Last edited by Xenocide; 10-22-2013 at 01:30 PM.
hidudeshi (10-22-2013)
5/10. not bad
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hidudeshi (10-22-2013)
nice stories man kinda fun to read
I hope Hater's brain will EXPLODE!!!!!!!
YOUR genius? THAT will happen SOMEDAY
IM not genius IM smart